Just A Thought

Work has been hard, tiring, testing and time seems to slip away when you have so much to do, but just one achievement in a day can make it all seem worth it and the people you work with can really make a difference from it being a bad day to a good day. 

The house is a total mess with things all over and not in the right place, I can never find anything and thing just constantly break, go wrong and cost money. Then I know my house is great, I have good neighbours and live in a nice area, I am lucky to even have a home. 

Have spent over £700.00 on my car today getting it fixed and other things have gone wrong not so long ago, I have hated my car since I bought it but again I am lucky to have one, to be able to drive and to have the freedom it allows me. 

I have a partner who drives me crazy, nuts, angry at all the things the he does or doesn't do, the things he says or does not say, telling everyone about our arguments. I am so thankful I have him because he help me make sense of things, helps me put things into perspective, tells me when I'm being stupid, is concerned for me if I'm not well or quiet and he make me laugh like no one has ever done before.
I am very lucky to have him (and him me). 

So all in all, I like several million other people have a lot of shit, bad luck you might say and things really don't seem that great. However I feel very lucky to have all these things, good and bad because it make me better. I have great family and friends that will always be there for me, I live in a place many people think is shit but they don't see all the good I see here in this town and the people that are trying there hardest to make it better. 

I have a partner who really doesn't know how great he can be and how much he means to me.

So life can get you down quite lot, but you know what just get back up and tell it to back off because your not giving up your fighting to the very end, in the end your life is weighed up by how much the good has out weighed the bad and if you don't fight you will lose. 

Just a though 
Love to you all 
Tony